Saturday 21 June 2014

E.N.D.

That night she couldn't sleep. Memories haunted her, absorbing into her soul -each and every bit of it -slowly and gradually. Stars glowed with their most tragic look amidst the malevolence darkness of the sky. Tears trickled down her eyes, for her heart was as heavy as anything could. She couldn't stop, couldn’t hold herself.


She sat down, as she saw the bright lit candle shown its reflection in the window and vividly picture of herself, which she was unable to recognize. As she opened her diary, she started to write. Then, she stood up abruptly, tore the pages and started to yell. Every part of her body was aching then.


Sadness, she knew it was addictive, just like a drug, which would kill her up in the long run, with its most radical upshot. That she would have nothing at all, but just few reminiscences to live with. She found herself erased to that rubbed pieces no one ever wished to have. Life, it played again, cheated her, turned her just like autumn do to leaves, over which people love to walk ecstatically, enjoining, unaware of the stalwart pain.

Outside, wind started to blow and pushed the windows open. The candle snuffed out and there was absolute darkness. Amongst this obscurity, hallucinations found there way. “Die, useless creature!” Her parents told her, just because she failed them once again, another time. Soon, she started weeping breathlessly. Her eyelids went heavy. Dizziness surrounded and her body surrendered, lost its power and fell to the ground. An awkward silence arouse, as if the sky even grieved for her. She was dead.

She hoped that the things would turn the right way. She hoped that life would let her live but

these SCARS, these BRUISES, they were meant to be FOREVER.

Monday 16 June 2014

STUCK.

Then the traumas hit the way, drive you insane and you're left alone. Solitude preoccupies you. Virtually, everything around you, turns against you. Your soul shatters to bits at every instance. Your nervous system overwrought when you allow yourself to get hurt with every small pain.People mock you at every stage. You are discouraged, your head is completely messed up and you want exodus.

That's when part of you summons up the remaining power, AND YOU KEEP ON MOVING FORWARD,possibly into nowhere.The numbness, that once has paralyzed your thinking ability starts to wash away. Your being is revitalized by a high pitch receptivity.

AND, you don't die. OBVIOUSLY, YOU DON'T.

The Untitled Anguish

The mountains were covered in its perfect white tinge, hiding the comatose soil underneath it. The wind blew with its lethargic self, ki...