STUCK.

Then the traumas hit the way, drive you insane and you're left alone. Solitude preoccupies you. Virtually, everything around you, turns against you. Your soul shatters to bits at every instance. Your nervous system overwrought when you allow yourself to get hurt with every small pain.People mock you at every stage. You are discouraged, your head is completely messed up and you want exodus.

That's when part of you summons up the remaining power, AND YOU KEEP ON MOVING FORWARD,possibly into nowhere.The numbness, that once has paralyzed your thinking ability starts to wash away. Your being is revitalized by a high pitch receptivity.

AND, you don't die. OBVIOUSLY, YOU DON'T.